Heart of my Soul!

Now this is what happened last week when I took my leave and went back to find myself or maybe comfort myself or was it to put myself at ease. There is a many of me!

Art by Adam Martinakis

Heart of my Soul!

I am scared
to stare into my mind,
to find past images
at its chaotic centre.

Motionless.

Stuck in disarray
wanting to move forward.

I am scared
to stare into my mind,
from a knife’s edge
in front of the dark deep abyss.

Silently.

A single entity glaring up
with chains of a broken cage.

I am scared
to stare into myself,
splashing echoes
from colourless blood.

Crying.

Create ripples in the heart
filling me with sorrow and pain.

I am scared

Scared to look at the heart
of my own soul.
A subconscious consciousness
Alone, among many broken mirrors
timeless desires and dreams
raining down on him,

it.

Hurting, gazing back at me.
I fear to look inside,
the heart of my soul.

Maybe I really should visit him again?

©Ranting Crow2014-’16

Hello, Goodbye!

This was a rambling I created in a comment about losing oneself, or not knowing who we are should have been or want to be. Confusing isn’t it? But what world do we see in the mirror?

Hello.

Goodbye!

Who are you again?
You look the same
but
in a different light.

Hello again,
it’s me.
Don’t remember
seeing you before.

Hide behind me,
so that to slay
the you
that isn’t me.

Are you me?
Can’t tell.
Don’t see resemblance
Tell love Goodbye.

Who am I again.
You are crazy
stop blaming me
What was it I am doing?

oh Hello,

Goodbye.

©Ranting Crow2014-’16

The Inspirer to this piece can be found HERE! Thank you Hiba.