Flying in a Storm!

The Crow is flying in a storm today. Being bombarded with questions, pulled on every limb and wing.
Surely it is not so bad when family and friends are in need and even more willing to help them out. There is some turmoil within the family and not the nice kind. It is sad to see children being the victims in a clash of adults. Now not getting into detail as I do not think it is the right place for it as it is something they have to deal with and I am just an observer.

Another place and another time Grandma fell out of her wheel chair and broke a hip. Yeah parents, aunts and uncles rush around as she lives well over an hour drive away. Good news being she is going home tomorrow and let me asure you she is a tough little granny. Something we youngsters can learn from. She does not go ooh and aah that hurts when a fart is blocking your ass. Yeah in time we have become pussies.

Yeah and as one fight continues another has finally been laid to rest. Thanks to Granny and her being hospitalized. Having uncles and aunts talk again is big relieve. Family disputes always have something that effects everyone even if it is just a distant relative.

I said it was storming and if you think this was it you are mistaken.

Questions from nephews about a game, little talkative princess while trying to do crafts with little lady. A house full of loud adults who all have a say about the family problems. I am being pulled apart while my brain is stirred vigorously.

Not being in the right frame of mind, tired and forcing my headache to take a hike. I cannot find a minute of peace within my head. Can’t concentrate on the tasks not even the small fun things I am doing with my nieces and nephew. It is to much at the same time.

Let us just hope it will all work out somehow with the family. And to be honest I truly hope it is not what I am thinking of and it being a case of domestic abuse. I seen it before and been told the signs. I am so hoping it will not escalate into a full blown tug of war, as mentioned it is not the children’s fault yet they become the stakes. Those involved are on to of it and continue to monitor and see what they can do.

This is just a quick post written in the half hour everyone else was eating. You got to love food when you want quiet times lol. Yup cannot talk with your mouth full.

Have a great day everyone. I am going to lie down for a sec after all this and see if I can et some peace and quiet back inside my head. Always try to keep calm but there are moments that a storm is not just in the head and it takes a lot of energy to keep yourself from being blown away.

Best Wishes
Ranting Crow soaked and blown over and doing the best I can for each and everyone of them.

Raging Crow!

I am giving up, I am sorry for the few who bless me with a visit after a write but I am giving up today. Due to some technical mishaps and the two hours I spend trying to fix it, I am at my breaking point. I am trying not to swear to much in this but my mind is going &%#$%@& and F#$@*ing why the Hell did I spend hours trying to fix a problem that was not even my F%$#@% own.

So yeah cloud storage it is so F$#@%& easy, when it is working…. But ooh hell if they have issues. Why did they even say it was easy. So you can reach your files everywhere you are. No F@$%îng way I am ever doing so again. Ooh I gave it a try and today is the end of the line. I am back using USB drive. My laptop is carry with me as well so every where I go I can have the files with me. Trouble there always have a backup at home but that is no problem with 5TB on storage. Since most stored files in the cloud are documents of the stories and poem I wrote. I am sure to empty that cloud and be back to my old self again, keeping it close to the heart.

Again I am sorry for the few who share their thoughts with me and read my little writings. I am pretty much ready to explode and as a true psycho I will be killing people… Shoot their F%%#$%^heads of, Or first Kneecap them before executing. No worries your won;t hear any of it in the news. It is all in a game world where I be blowing of steam and lots of it.

Best of wishes and forgive me for letting myself go in this manner, I always try not to let it come this far.

Raging Crow our for blood.
Have a good day!