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Abandoned Truth! |
Fading Away! |
One step at a time! |
Truth concealed
by lies produced.
In our moments
of sorrow and pain… |
Fading is the image
of the man I was
souls embers consumed
in hollowed eyes
colours turn to grey… |
One step at a time
always a foot
stepping down
in a grave
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Searching Hreat! |
Forgive Me!! |
Love Insanity! |
The wondering thought
if it was the feeling I loved,
or love it self.
To love what she made me feel
but if that is not love… |
Incapable to forget
the thing that’s done.
a death of a friend
unable to be undone
can’t wash the blood … |
In a maze of answers
the questions haunt me
have me loose my direction
moving forward I search of an exit
that’s hidden by the entrance. |
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The Pond! |
Hanging Myself! |
Time! |
My life a pond
calm and smooth
mirroring surface
holding the stars
with bright lit moon… |
I want to
hang myself.
Strung together
by the stitches
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In time lies sorrow
of what is left behind
Tears marked the trail
trampled by our foot steps.
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Alone I bear! |
One Second Memory! |
Silent Serenade! |
Alone I bear
this weight
of tortures
proportions
the gnarling… |
I did not see you coming
my mind was in a blur,
occupied by business
life’s become a slur.
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Some songs
Cannot be sung
So I sing
My serenade… |
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The Real Me! |
Diamond Heart! |
Life’s Coat! |
Peel away the layers
of the person I am today
rip apart my body
to lay bare the truth in play
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Have you seen this part of me?
I think it may get lost.
Or am I just to blind to see
this facet of the heart
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I been around
a many years
wearing just
this single coat
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Adrift! |
Anger! |
Life in a Bottle! |
Sucked away thoughts
a black hole emerging
cavity of emptiness
drained my skull
ideas fleeing … |
Taken away in darkest times
hope became a fear
running in frustration
the mind in chaos
and at war… |
Numbing the moment
numbing the pain.
Poison intake
intoxicating mind
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Imperious! |
I am Humankind! |
Feeling the Scars! |
What have we become to
what do we have to show
other than the hate we nurture
have our imperious grow
Arrogant we taught others … |
Infect those around with smiles and love
Ancient rituals like war with sparrow
Misinterpreted to have a victor
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How am I doing,
You’re asking.
I’m okay as you can see
no cuts
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Treasure Chest! |
Birth of a Tear! |
Life’Lesson! |
The greatest treasure
Hidden within a chest
One that does not need
A key to unlock or open
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Worldly perceptions
changes us when
you show your glare…. |
Not an eraser in here
will be good enough
to erase my past… |
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Behind the Mask! |
Dark Secret Within! |
Secrets Untold! |
Behind a mask that smiles.
Raging
Voices in my head
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From within the darkness
nails scratching at the flesh
Growls hungry for blood
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How can one speak
– When words are the secret
How can one express
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Fear’s my Dance Partner! |
Midnight Dance! |
Slice of Life! |
Fear is my dance partner
During the night and days
Keeping me on my toes
Moving on a symphony
Of nature created music … |
One step forward
two steps back
Like a flame dancing
light on its feet
swaying through darkness … |
Deep within soul
I hunger
For time long gone
remembered
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Mirroring Self! |
Cracked Self! |
Distorted Mirror! |
I watched you
from the other side
of the mirror
from a world
beyond believe
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Not always honest with who I am
Hiding fragments of my true self
What magic is needed to light the dark
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Are you real
the person I see
why is the view
different for me
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Writing a Dance! |
Sunken Heart! |
Memories Revisited! |
Oh my gosh
I want to dance
dance with me,
I ask you.
Teach me how to step.
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Do you hear me
calling
Following
vanishing footsteps
in wet sand
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They are made from happiness
or born out of pain
Lying around to haunt your spirits
or make you cry in vain … |
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Dying Wish! |
Drowning in Liquid! |
Why shouldn’t I! |
Will you become
the death
of me!
Glorious elegance … |
It is not a rare sight
being Stygian self unlike
string puppet of society
I gaze down a glass of razorwine … |
Stretching the hands
to feel your cold skin
I freeze in position,
vocal cords cut
from shock … |
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I Failed You! |
My Dystopia! |
The Crumbling Wall! |
I lost you
never
seen you
grow up … |
Here in this dystopian world
centre of what used to be
glass towers and residents
I feel the eyes piercing … |
With eyes shut I stare
at the wall before me
fingers trace the words
of past memories … |
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Sky Children! |
Hello, Goodbye! |
Heart of My Soul! |
Our tongues
are not speechless
our voices
will sound loud … |
Hello.
Goodbye!
Who are you again?
You look the same … |
I am scared
to stare into my mind,
to find past images
at its chaotic centre. … |
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Stalker Valentine! |
Your Canvas! |
Who to be! |
Pardoning my language
and use of words.
Written from the corners … |
I am a painting
crafted upon
pure white canvas.
In sturdy nickel frame … |
Out faces
had names once
now only numbers
zeros and ones. … |