Now this is what happened last week when I took my leave and went back to find myself or maybe comfort myself or was it to put myself at ease. There is a many of me!
Art by Adam Martinakis
Heart of my Soul!
I am scared
to stare into my mind,
to find past images
at its chaotic centre.
Motionless.
Stuck in disarray
wanting to move forward.
I am scared
to stare into my mind,
from a knife’s edge
in front of the dark deep abyss.
Silently.
A single entity glaring up
with chains of a broken cage.
I am scared
to stare into myself,
splashing echoes
from colourless blood.
Crying.
Create ripples in the heart
filling me with sorrow and pain.
I am scared
Scared to look at the heart
of my own soul.
A subconscious consciousness
Alone, among many broken mirrors
timeless desires and dreams
raining down on him,
it.
Hurting, gazing back at me.
I fear to look inside,
the heart of my soul.
Maybe I really should visit him again?
©Ranting Crow2014-’16
Ranting Crow 
thanks for sharing your heart, crow. it’s beautiful. xo
Thank you so much Rachel, My heart can be a scary place on times, more so if I have to be the one visiting. XO