Out to commit a murder and put my mind at ease.
It isn’t always a party up in my head or heart so to give the many crows some room to take flight and become a murder to silence the one thing that tries to make sense.
Clearly it doesn’t make sense to an outsider, but let’s just say I am taking a couple of days for myself.
The year had only started and there are things that need straightening or killing. Either way I need to get out of my own way for a little.
It can be scary to have a look at oneself, but it is something I need to do in order to keep a calm state of mind. This came forth after last weeks poetry where some of the my old self showed it self.
So to calm down I need this self reflecting and come to peace with the man I am today, This Crow I have become. A single person with a lot of masks left in the past and monster hidden and locked in attics and basements.
While I try to settle for the life I chose to live and have the rage find an outlet, I need to get my head on paper or something, spawn ideas and set them in ink. Things I want to try and do and make sure that every choice I make is one I won’t regret in the future.
Have a great week and I will see you when I get there, here.