Ad by Smirnoff
Life in a Bottle
Numbing the moment
numbing the pain
Poison intake
intoxicating mind
loose the body
existing not in time
filling emptiness
with a
void
A vacuum
Nothing
Having no feelings
emotions lost hold
bearing memories
floating in barren space
killing what is me
Light distinguishing
darkest abyss
heaven in numbers
hell glorified
forgetting what I am
Liquid flows
from twisted neck
muscles unwind
crapulence to start
filling emptiness
with a
void
A vacuum
Nothing
Numbing the moment
numbing the pain
Poison intake
intoxicating mind
loose the body
existing not in time
it was a life
in a bottomless
bottle.
©Ranting Crow2014
No explanation needed I think.
From the days I wanted to feel nothing.
Best Wishes
Ranting Crow
Ranting Crow 
Heartbreaking, but beautifully written.
I thank you for your heart warming words.
Took me a while to come clean with it.
I know someone who died wanting to feel nothing. I am happy you are no longer in that place;)
I seen them perish in silence as well.
There was a time I had one foot in the grave.
But we wise up or in my case find love.
my father loved my other, but it did not save him – and it eventually killed her first – his drinking. she did not. xx